tipping (edited.)

you have no idea,
but i fucking adore you.
this little competitive thing? only increases the desire.
i was told today that
i light up when i talk about you,
that my eyes get wide, my smile glows.
i'd be lying if i said i didn't know
what that means.
but-- i don't know how you've managed to get so far
under my skin. i thought i had boundaries, i thought
i still had walls. you're in (and i don't know how)
but you don't know (and i don't know how).